(edit) i forgot to add, becuase i didnt have time atm, but what i said about my leg getting worst has been really effecting my mood :c i wake up angry all the time, im just getting so sick of waking up every morning to go to school, i haaaate school, i jus hate everyone here, they all play 'games' and start drama about people who dont even talk. like me. so lately i have been taking nuero BLISS twice a day for a few weeks now, which kind of makes me.. less angry? but it really effects my wallet too! sdnfndjnvjfnvjajdfnv i know it will get better, it always does.

hey wussup, i dont make journals that much anymore because i just stopped interacting with people and on the internet, our internet it still pooop and we can only connect it to one thing at a time :<, and i'm just on tumblr all the time because i have nothing better to do with my life. i am just really busy or i hurt to much to do anything. ye, i hurt. my jaw is getting worst everyday and it never positions in a comfortable position.. oh and my leg, my feet hurt soooooooo much and my right leg, its like the muscles are pulling apart when i walk and my bones feel like they are being twisted... /sob sob. i love to walk and adventure but i can't do that much anymore. so yesterday i had to walk to my grandmas and i limp when i walk and my friend drove past me right as i went up onto the sidewalk and did this weird limp kind of wtf jump lounge thing and i was so embarrassed ;A;

so im sorry that i cant go to the doctor and get my body checked and shit so im healthy. no, just no. but whatever,

uhh, ya, my art has been getting darker i guess, but i dont draw much either im more of a painter and dreamer.. hmm..

yea, but who cares about this journal, no one but 2 people are going to read it.